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In the After

by Mackenzie Shrieve

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1.
Sitting in between the trees You told me I was “good lighting” Fleeting Only around for the good stuff, honey Sitting in the backseat My favorite song but we’re fighting Feeling You know I run when it gets tough with the money Will I wake up tomorrow With your back facing me Rethinking everything A little beer in our cups As always We only ever take the long way home I know you know what I mean I wanna sit in the same bar and talk to you I wanna listen to every album you tell me to Cuz they’re all saying something we don’t say I guess I’ll see you in two years or two days That’s just the way that it’s been Sitting up against the wall I said, “You’re the song everyone loves” Biting Stuck in my head even when you don’t say much Running out of phone calls I can feel it after we hang up Hiding You make a joke that I’m losing my touch Will I wake up tomorrow With your back facing me Rethinking everything A little beer in our cups As always We only ever take the long way home I know you know what I mean I wanna sit in the same bar and talk to you I wanna listen to every album you tell me to Cuz they’re all saying something we don’t say I guess I’ll see you in two years or two days That’s just the way that it’s been We’re in circles about the same thing You keep it close to your chest like it’s nothing The end of the night when we hit our ceiling We go home having chased a feeling I wanna sit in the same bar and talk to you I wanna listen to every album you tell me to I wanna sit in the same bar and talk to you I wanna listen to every album you tell me to Cuz they’re all saying something we don’t say I guess I’ll see you in two years or two days That’s just the way that it’s been
2.
I’m a little broken now And I can’t even really help Blaming New York City You fucked me up a little bit I used to be so damn pretty good at things In a crowded room of people who just came to hear me sing I smile and look them in the eyes And sing my little love songs but really I am terrified of everyone Especially the people who are always having fun Maybe they’re cooler than me Or maybe we’re all thinking the same damn thing When the sun comes up And I’m quiet I’m talking to myself I’m really trying To make it feel good To have it down for once Make something happen With a little more than luck Along the way It’s time to wake up now My head is full of all these sounds I want to shed them quickly I can’t remember when I used to be so damn pretty optimistic I used to wanna listen All my feelings they’re lingering Maybe we’re all thinking the same damn thing When the sun comes up And I’m quiet I’m talking to myself I’m really trying To make it feel good To have it down for once Make something happen With a little more than luck Along the way Wait a minute now I need the sun to hit these shadows I’m in the middle and I have to find a way out Wait a minute now I need the sun to hit these shadows I’m in the middle and I have to find a way out When the sun comes up And I’m quiet I’m talking to myself I’m really trying To make it feel good To have it down for once Make something happen With a little more than luck Along the way
3.
Bug bites down my back Your shoes left at the door Count me in Easy like 1, 2, 3, 4 A drive that lasts too long But when we get there I don’t wanna be home Your chewed up straw Left alone in the cupholder I talk too much Sometimes never enough This altercation humiliates something I don’t think we can ever get away from You might see me itching Longing for the past Reaching down my spine For lines I wish you’d just say back Underneath my wishes I can’t help but laugh Do you wanna come over Just lie on my shoulder and act like this could last? You show up on my screen Favorite shirt with stripes Call with nothing too important Watched a show you I knew I’d like You're at my fingertips I’m in the palm of your hand Question your tone You deny that you’ll do it again And we said everything We wanted out of the conversation This altercation humiliates something I don’t think we can ever get away from You might see me itching Longing for the past Reaching down my spine For lines I wish you’d just say back Underneath my wishes I can’t help but laugh Do you wanna come over Just lie on my shoulder and act like this could last? Do you even hear me Sometimes you just have eyes You get me to say sorry Every time I pay the price (Every time) Do you even hear me (I can't hear you hurting) Sometimes you just have eyes (You look so beautiful tonight) You get me to say sorry (Believe me, I’m still sorry) Every time I pay the price (Every time) Do you even hear me (I can't hear you hurting) Sometimes you just have eyes (You look so beautiful tonight) You get me to say sorry (Believe me, I’m still sorry) Every time I pay the price (Every time) Do you even hear me (I can't hear you hurting) Sometimes you just have eyes (You look so beautiful tonight) You get me to say sorry (Believe me, I’m still sorry) Every time I pay the price You might see me itching Longing for the past Reaching down my spine For lines I wish you’d just say back Underneath my wishes (Believe me) I can’t help but laugh Do wanna come over (Believe me, believe me) Just lie on my shoulder and act like this could last? Bug bites down my back Your shoes left at the door Count me in Easy like 1, 2, 3, 4
4.
I promise to meet you down the road again I’ll look for your hands Your eyes are so green I promise to think about what you said Get it through my head You understand me Change is coming And it won’t be clean Change is waiting In the undoing Look at us We had some monsters to fight Held each other's hands through the night When they’d show up in our dreams Look at us We loved like little kids Endless Initials in the trees Change is coming And it won’t be clean Change is waiting In the undoing And I’m gonna head there And it’ll have to turn out fine Cuz maybe change can be a good thing After all this time
5.
Two Ghosts 03:19
Just two ghosts I loved you the most Maybe too much for one lifetime We got on the phone To let each other go Now I can’t cross your line And you can’t cross mine If I go back one year or four You’d be the only real smile on my camera roll Take me back to nineteen years old We’d have forever I could’ve prepared a little more There’s been nothing like going to heaven and back with you We zoomed out Alone this time around To take in the full picture I’ve found We slowly lost our ground We’re both to blame a little All I can do is miss you now If I go back one year or four You’d be the only real smile on my camera roll Take me back to nineteen years old We’d have forever I would’ve prepared a little more There’s been nothing like going to heaven and back with you Two ghosts Someone I used to know Goodbye on Main Street by the water When we last spoke You were no longer my home But just a face oh so familiar If I go back one year or more You’d be a memory to look back on Like a picture hanging on the wall You’d take me back to 19 years old When we said forever, like we knew anything at all There was nothing like going to heaven and back with you

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released October 20, 2023

Produced by Nat Jenkins
Executive Producers - Mackenzie Shrieve, Nat Jenkins & David Turk

Mixed by David Turk
Mastered by Nat Jenkins
Engineered by David Turk & Nat Jenkins

Recorded at: Turk & Co. Recordings, Bunker Studios, John Kilgore Sound & Recording

A&R: Nat Jenkins & Mackenzie Shrieve
Photography: Lily Grace
Graphic Design: Lucie Frauenfelder
Publishing: Nat Jenkins Music (ASCAP)
Label: Satsuma Collective, LLC

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Mackenzie Shrieve New York, New York

Mackenzie is an NYC based singer-songwriter who bridges folk, indie, and pop in a fresh and unique way. With all of her lyrics reflecting her personal experiences, she makes music that invites her audience to explore vulnerability within themselves. Her songs cover a wide range of human experiences from love and heartbreak to teenage angst to complexity of exploring one’s gender/sexuality. ... more

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